The worst times in my life have been when I’ve had all that terrible stuff happening around me, and have felt like I was facing it alone – or worse, when the people closest to me brought their own form of attack, and no one felt safe. That’s when suicidal thoughts started coming in. That’s when I started looking for chemicals to make myself feel better. That’s when my mind, body, and emotions started shutting down. It wasn’t the pressure or the attacks that crippled me – it was the loneliness. <br /> I know some of you know that feeling. Which is why what I’m talking about today matters so much – because it answers a really big question: “Are you loved?” “Or, more specifically, “Does God love you or not – and how can you know for sure?”<br /><br />Check out my Livestreams: <a href="http://www.twitch.tv/XtianNinja" target="_blank" rel="nofollow">http://www.twitch.tv/XtianNinja</a><br /><br />This message is from my Twitch channel's Devotional series where, on Thursdays, I give a short message before we get into the gaming. Please join us!!<br /><br />Twitter: <a href="http://twitter.com/XtianNinja" target="_blank" rel="nofollow">http://twitter.com/XtianNinja</a><br />Website: <a href="http://artofthechristianninja.com/" target="_blank" rel="nofollow">http://artofthechristianninja.com/</a><br />...<br /><a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NWspjx_BH34" target="_blank" rel="nofollow">https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NWspjx_BH34</a>